It was not that I was ignorant of its
existence...no, to be the honest, it was rather the opposite. In times when
things like this were still relevant, seeing the fleeting streak of panic over
the face of the classroom bully finally being called out by a highly irritated
and sour faced teacher to “walk the walk”, normally created bubbles of
snickering giggles and small sighs of relief from the girls. He would receive
sympathetic looks from the boys, and might even receive a slap of encouragement
from the souls brave enough to face the possible wrath of said teacher as he
swaggered past. We all knew the ritual;
on his return, the teacher might have this small smirk, the girls would avoid
looking at him and the boys will be whispering excitedly as they question him
whilst he ever so gingerly tries to sit down.
Looking back, I cannot recall that I ever
once seen the feared “rottang”, for somewhere along the line it was decisively
reserved for the ultimate out of hand behaviour caused by hormone driven young
men only. What I do remember is how the girls’ voices would lower when the word
“rottang” was uttered, the mixture of dread and mystery further lending the
feared implement a status of rather to be avoided, at all costs. Being
surrounded by your peers, you also could not offer your own opinion or as in my
case, a wish...I really wanted to know what the damn thing looked like!
However, it was hidden in the deep recesses of the Principal’s office, the only
man who had the authority to yield the power of it and I was not about to ask.
My grandfather had problems with his legs
and he had a wonderful collection of walking sticks. They were stacked in a
large upright copper pot, neatly tucked away in the corner near the door. It
was my job to take out the thick yellowwood walking stick for him when we were
going for a walk. In between all these wonderful carved and exotic walking
sticks was a pale, thin specimen. I finally plucked up the courage (he was
short of temper, especially when it appeared that you might question his wisdom
and judgement) to establish what this poor sample was doing in the pot. It was clearly not of good quality, let alone
thick enough to support him. My question did stop him in his tracks and a
rather peculiar silence did fall over the room as it appeared that every grown
up was holding their breath. He gave me a quick look and then replied rather
brusquely that he uses it to kill snakes with. Although I found out years later
that my uncle had rather different memories about that particular “walking
stick”, the killing snakes bit was not a lie. He genuinely used the “rottang”
against snakes.
Years have gone past since those days, and
my wistful wish to see a “rottang” has been fulfilled. The first time I
experienced the swish of the dreaded and feared implement against my bared
bottom, I could fully understand the panicky looks I so often saw. I vehemently
declared that it will not come near me again, yet, that same awe, fear and
mystery that the cane has held for me, is still there. It has its own finesse,
making it different, in a class of its own...the whispering as it cuts air in
half, the “thwack” sound as it finds it mark and then those couple of seconds
before it leaves its own special burn across my skin. I hate but yet I love it,
and how I crave to feel this feeble looking implement once again.
Rottang (Afrikaans) I assumed directly translated from the word Rattan (or
from the Malay rotan)
In gratitude to China Hamilton |
3 comments:
I enjoyed this evocative homage to a respected and feared instrument of corporal punishment. I could closely identify with your feelings, though I grew up with the paddle at school (and home). I don't think the paddle garnered quite the awe that you and your classmates had for the rottang, but my own dread and fascination approached that level. I also like the picture of the naked woman and cane, which I think captures well the vulnerability felt inside this experience.
Very evocative picture.
There is something very sensuous about the cane, I have always been fascinated by it, used it, and had it used on me at school. Something about the way it bites into naked flesh with a deceptively quiet click but terrible effect, distributing a bar of fire and leaving rising weals, those same weals to be struck again.
Why don't you write anymore it is nice to see other people from south africa also enjoy this kind of lifestyle. We are also from SA, and I enjoy your blog very much
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